LONELY

When I write off on this blog, I'm sure it was already well in the swing of a dream - a beautiful dream..  if the rain tonight, more fun to sleep it continues down the path ... ouuhhh...cool ...
Ermmm..how would it be in downtown? certainly lively, right? there are still many who are hanging out in a nightclub ... jamming ... disco ... etc .. Usual, the city has always been like this ... tomorrow is another day of the week ... maybe they want to enjoy after a week of work ......

Actually,I do not know why I feel so lonely tonight ... but I have to prepare some more assignment before I pursue incentives and ongoing examination at the end of this month ....
I looked at my phone screen is showing at 2:11 am .... but I'm still not sleepy eyes ....
I want to talk to my lover ... but I'm sure he has the intention to sleep ... I stopped a moment to call him ... If he knew me in silence, I am sure he will accompany me ... because he is my lover ... he is also devoted a good listener, and the best advice for me .... he is a caring person I did not find on any man ... only he .... makes me loyal to him ... I do not worship him beyond the limits ... because I'm still in love with that one .... YANG ESA..

If tonight is the last night of me? what about the people around me who cared?
how they are feeling?
What will I leave behind for them?
I do not know when that time will come ...

This question is still ringing in the ears of my speakers.... Why I'm busy thinking about? Oh God ......
I am praying with you.... please give me instructions .. give me strength to face all this...  For mom and dad... I always pray the best for both of you, I loves you... 

Excuse me if I ever make a mistake during the period I was raised by both of you...

~BUBYE~